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March 6, 2010

Kidulthood

Kidulthood
Kidulthood (2006)

IMDB rating: 5.30

Plot: A day in the life of a group of troubled 15-year-olds growing up in west London.

Directors:

Actors: Ameen Aml,Clarke Noel,Deacon Adam,Oyeniran Femi,Ajala David,Angol Richard,Burroughs Tom,Callis Sam,Da Costa Stephen,Dantzic Toby,Deley Ortis,Hanson Alexander,Hoult Nicholas,Hunjan Sushil,Cornell John,Drama,

Was Adam Deacon ever in Eastenders?
everyone said he is in Eastenders but when i typed it in Youtube nothing came up to do with it
By the way Adam Deacon was Jay from Kidulthood and Adulthood

Also can you send me the link to the scene or whatever
Also don’t you think he looks like Dappy from N-dubz


He was never in eastenders only in casualty check out the website and look what he has been in : http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0212563/
Boom | Dec 05, 2009


don’t think so, would be gd though, also i think they should get Danny Dyer on there as well and maybe Noel Clarke!
ihategam3rs | Dec 05, 2009

March 2, 2010

She’s the Man

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: , — jackfuentes1972 @ 11:40 pm

She's the Man
She’s the Man (2006)

IMDB rating: 6.50

Plot: Here’s the thing Viola’s soccer team at Cornwall got cut so she wanted to join the boys team, but they did not allow. So she thought “If you can’t join them, beat them”. And so she does, she disguises herself as her twin brother Sebastian, and goes out for the Illyria Boys Soccer Team. But she didn’t plan falling in love with her roommate Duke. But the thing is Duke has his eye on Olivia. The thing that makes matters worse Olivia starts to fall for Sebastian who actually is a girl and she/he has a sensitive side. If things couldn’t get more problematical the real Sebastian (who is in London working on his music) comes home early. He arrives on campus and has no clue that he was replaced by his twin sister.

Directors: Fickman Andy

Actors: ComedyRomance,

Why dont Yahoo remove this question?
Sexism in Sport? Why should women be granted to play sports just like men?

this Question has been on top of the YA home page for 2 days but when I click on it I get
THIS QUESTION HAS BEEN DELETED


cus chuck norris wont allow it
WhereIsMy Mind? | Feb 05, 2010


I sure would like to toss a brick at that F*****ad for that!
! | Feb 05, 2010


i agree with the first answer
foursquaresgirl | Feb 05, 2010


I got a violation notice today about two minutes ago for a question that I asked last nigth about would you be most likely to get arrested for bringing sexy back. This is a bunch of nonsense. Yahoo tends to be that way and there are some people who simply like the report abuse button just because they get offended very easily or becasue they have no sense of humor. My question was harmless for crying out loud.
The Extreme Enigma

February 27, 2010

Dudesons Movie, The

Dudesons Movie, The
Dudesons Movie, The (2006)

IMDB rating: 6.10

Plot: Jarppi “Daredevil”, Jukka “Showman”, Jarno “Mastermind”, HP “Bonebreaker” and Britney, their beloved giant pig, are a group of childhood best friends who over the years have solidified their bonds between each other despite all the broken bones, trips to the hospital and near death experiences. From perilous car and motorcycle jumps to indoor bonfires, The Dudesons always manage to turn the mundane realities of everyday life into laughter and occasional pain – where else could you see a human dartboard or a baseball bat wake up call to the balls? The Dudesons Movie is a story of friendship combined with madness.

Directors: Laasala Jarno

Actors: Leppala Jarno,Hilden Jukka,Laasala Jarno,Parviainen Hannu-Pekka,Hasselhoff Jared ‘Evil’,Margera Bam,Pop Jimmy,Steve-O,Action,Comedy,

Does Anyone Know This Song??…The Dudesons?
In the Dudesons movie, at the part where there introducing Jukka and it says Jukka the Naked and they say hes an exhibitionist..

Whats the song where it goes something like…

"The last time i tried to place you, my own worst enemy you, my own worst enemy you!"

I dont know if that is correct but its something like that. If you cant find it here’s the link…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_O2-lQvQ q0 and its at 2:12

Help! please! Its driving me insane!

Thanks!
x


Look here:

http://www.moviemusic.com/search/

Or type the lyrics you know here:

http://www.songlyrics.com/search.php?sec tion=search&searchW=&searchWithi nLyrics=how+many+times+can+a+man+look+up &lyricsModeSearch=phrase
sarrafzedehkhoee | Jun 21, 2009


I don’t know, but if you go to dudesons.com and make an account, you can ask the message boards. They know everything on there, and I’m sure someone can help you out. :)
I’ve asked them some crazy questions, and I always get an answer.

Sorry I couldn’t be more helpful… I know most of them.
AnarchyAlisha | Jun 22, 2009

February 8, 2010

Nightmare Man

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: , , , , , , , — jackfuentes1972 @ 6:58 pm

Nightmare Man
Nightmare Man (2006)

IMDB rating: 4.30

Plot: After receiving an African fertility mask as a gift Ellen (Blythe Metz) tells her husband William (Luciano Szafir) that she’s been attacked by masked phantom called ‘the Nightmare Man’. As Ellen’s paranoia increases, William takes Ellen for a road trip to a clinic, only to have their car break down, and when William goes off, Ellen is attacked for real by the Nightmare Man. Fleeing through the dense woods, Ellen seeks shelter in the remote cabin home of Mia (Tiffany Shepis), with her friends Jack (James Ferris), Ed (Jack Sway), and Trinity (Hanna Putnam), who give her shelter, but are soon besieges in their home by Nightmare Man. But the real horror comes when Ellen slowly reveals to harbor a MORE evil and deadly thing within her which could spell death for everyone involved.

Download Nightmare Man

Directors: Kanefsky Rolfe

Actors: Szafir Luciano,Sway Jack,Moll Richard,Sherry Aaron,Donovan Robert,Ferris James,Horror,

Night Mare About A Skin Snatcher…what could that mean?
i had a nightmare the other day that i had a science test ( I’m in high school) so i ran away and found a tunnel and in the tunnel this black man named "el ray" was following me and he warned me something and then i saw this "invisible" creature / person murder "el ray" and step into his skin. So i ran to the end of the tunnel and it led to school, i had a mini freak out because that meant they could find me easily ( i ran through the city to get to the tunnel in the first place) and then i went to the vice principal ( whom everyone hates) to file some sort of complaint, but this gym teacher i had two years ago was taking forever trying to figure out if she was allowed to order subs for lunch. Finally when i filed the complaint i said that a man named el ray is after me.

what in the world could this mean?


if i understood correct, you were running away from someone?
that means that there is a person (male/female) who is trying to/wants to approach you in some way.
it is not a bad dream.
oh and when you see men or man in your dream it means that you are going to be flustered about something.
(and if you see women or woman in your dream, it means gossip, like someone is gossiping about you)
Ferret0nCrack | Feb 06, 2010

February 7, 2010

Killing of John Lennon, The

Killing of John Lennon, The
Killing of John Lennon, The (2006)

IMDB rating: 6.30

Plot: A dramatization of Mark Champman’s plan to murder John Lennon.

Directors:

Actors: Ball Jonas,Abbate Joe,Curley J. Francis,Hadde James,Kazama Zero,Kirk Robert C.,McMahon Thomas A.,Rosario Joe,Solis Anthony,Zolandz Tom,Drama,

The Beatitudes in Today's Society?
The Beatitudes?

So, I need a song, quote (please list the author) poem (list the author please), or prayer (author please) that delivers the same message as or reflects upon the beatitude.

Just in case you don’t know, below are the first half of each of the eight beatitudes and a brief description of what they kind of mean.

1. "Blessed are the poor in spirit…"
The poor in spirit are those who realize how dependent they are on others for the blessings in their lives.

2. "Blessed are those who mourn…"
Christ especially praises the mourning of sorrow over the loss, by death or separation, of someone who is loved. It is proof that we have loved others just as God has loved us.

3. "Blessed are the meek…"
Meekness is love when faced with provocation; it is acting toward others with charity and humility, without sharpness, without contempt, and without ever becoming impatient with their shortcomings.

4. "Blessed are those who hunger…"
Those that hunger and thirst for what is right are those who desire justice but have not yet received it.

5. "Blessed are the merciful…"
The merciful are those who forgive injuries and pardon those who offend them. Mercy is love shown to the unlovable, and charity to those who have been unjust and ungrateful.

6. "Blessed are the pure in heart…"
The pure in heart are those whose intentions and motivations are always good. They always try to do the loving thing and avoid actions based on hate, envy, anger, etc.

7. "Blessed are the peacemakers…"
Peacemakers are those who love peace and labour to establish peace all around them; they try to heal discord between people and especially seek to reconcile sinners who are estranged from God.

8. "Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness

February 5, 2010

Sweet Insanity

Sweet Insanity
Sweet Insanity (2006)

IMDB rating: 2.00

Plot: High school senior Stacey has a frightening nightmare that just might come true. Christina, the new girl in school, has brought something evil with her and Stacey and all of her friends are threatened. The plot twists and turns, but the ending is the biggest surprise of all.

Directors: Hess Daniel

Actors: Fine David,McRae Josh,Beck Larry,Bell Jeff,Chiapetta Vic,Clinton Evan,Kilberg Zak,Knauf Cory,Kraus Robert,Kraus Sam,McCloud Ed,McMoy Steve,Nixon Ryon,Horror,Thriller,

Help Identifying Elements of Poetry?
I need to find fifteen different elements of poetry in these five poems. Could someone please help me identify them?

LAMERICA
Trade-routes
guide lines
The Vikings & explorers
Discoverers
The unconscious

a map of the states
The veins of hiways
Beauty of a map
Hidden connections
Fast trampled forest

Madness in a whisper
neon crackle
The hiss of trees
A city growls

rich vast & sullen
like a slow monster
come to fat
& die

My Dearest Drug Friend
My dearest drug friend caught up in your trip,
Holding on tightly but still losing your grip.
My dearest drug friend passed out on the floor,
Full of insanity but still searching for more.
My dearest drug friend so messed in the mind,
Leaving the life you once had behind.
My dearest drug friend craving your coke,
Blinded by powder and chemical smoke.
My dearest drug friend you’re slipping away,
If only you’d stop this damaging way.
My dearest drug friend hold on to your life,
Put down your gun and your blood-shedding knife.
My dearest drug friend stop selling your soul,
Stop playing with needles and paying the toll.
My dearest drug friend you’re giving it all,
To drugs you’ll bow down, to drugs you will fall.
My dearest drug friend you’ve chosen to die,
You gave drugs your life and that makes me cry.

Poison

Words that need to be spoken should not accumulate inside.
The hurt, pain or jealousy a person feels can not hide.

Sorrow and anger can be and will be suppressed.
But this only leads to a person feeling depressed.

Anger is a deadly toxin in which the body it flows.
When it takes over limb by limb, everyone knows.

The body – The mind controls and manipulates.
As the poison enters the veins and circulates.

When the poison reaches the heart it’s too late.
Disastrous emotions take over such as revenge and hate.

The antidote to cure these emotions, is not so hard to find.
We must search to learn to control our spirited bodies and minds.

Stress

Stress is eating at me every minute and second of the day, how do I cope with the horrible effects and make it go away?

I feel so tired and run down and I don’t sleep, I lie in bed at night and wonder why it runs so deep.

Everyone asks why do you look so sad, do I tell them that my stress is eating me up and that I feel really bad?

Does everyone notice how I walk around in a daze, and that I have deep black bags under my eyes nowadays.

I wake up every morning feeling so hopeless, like nothing ever goes right and wondering why my life has to be such a mess.

Stress is my one worst enemy, it’s taken over my mind and my whole life in every single degree.

Life as I See it.

Life is a bitter sweet pill
I am forced to take against my will
Everyone trying to pull me
Back into so called reality
Why I ask what does it hold?
Don’t they see I have nothing I am so cold
My veins have no heat pumping through
My depression makes everything a shaded hue
In my heart I have no laughter, joy or love
I have prayed but there are no answers from above
My reality is not like other peoples seem to be
Silent screaming inside of me constant feelings of misery
Just want to withdraw into my own little safe haven
Just to be left alone and have people realize I am not worth saving
So please don’t save me
I don’t want to come back to your reality


-You could probably say that in LAMERICA its free verse, since theres no structure to the poem.
-First line of LIFE AS I SEE IT is a metaphor.
-Last line of STRESS is personification
-POISON is a bunch of two line rhymes, called couplets.
-MY DEAREST DRUG FRIEND "My dearest drug friend" is alliteration of the d-sound.
-in LAMERICA, the image of highways=veins is symbolism.

Theres a start. Now back to MY English homework :)
cortney_botto | Dec 14, 2009

February 3, 2010

September Dawn

September Dawn
September Dawn (2006)

IMDB rating: 5.20

Plot: A story set against the Mountain Meadows Massacre, the film is based upon the tragedy which occurred in Utah in 1857. A group of settlers, traveling on wagons, was murdered by the native Mormons. All together, about 140 souls of men, women and children, were taken. Amidst this, two young lovers-to-be, one a Mormon and the other one of the doomed settlers from Arkansas, develop a relationship in an atmosphere of suspicion and rancor.

September Dawn

Directors: Cain Christopher

Actors: Voight Jon,Ford Trent,Gries Jon,Handley Taylor,Ritter Huntley,Johnston Shaun,Dean Cain,Stamp Terence,Burns Carter,Carey Tom,Erwin Geoff,Kerbes Hal,Drama,Romance,Western,

was the God helping me or was it a coincidence?
i am totally open to the fact that it may be a coincidence so dont yell at me ok ??
i have always been a bit sceptical of God and church etc, but i have gone through really religious phases and i have always felt that even though i never recieved any answers from my prayers i knew he was listening.
well in september i put a water saving device on the shower and it worked fine, yesterday it stopped working and so i told mum about it and she got really cross. i tried to take it off and it really didnt work i was sat there crying cos when my ma gets cross she really gets cross.
i resorted to praying.
i prayed for some help in removing this, and it was like energy surging through me, i felt really strong and it just came off in my hand!!
i was shocked. REALLY Shocked. Ater this happened we went out to the cinema and it dawned on me that i had got what i had asked for! while i was thinking of this i saw a silhouet of a man on the motorway i was really freaked out, so i spoke and i said if it is you please give me one more sign as i am really confused on whether i am just over reacting. then the car lights started dimming!! i was like OMG!!!
so is this the Lord helping me ?? or am i just linking with convienence.
thank you xx
this may not be related but also sometimes when i look at people i see different colours outlining them e.g white if they are getting bettter after an illness or helping somebody, and a dark colour if thy are in a bad mood. and my brother always has orange around him! ( and no its not fake tan lol )


I am exactly like you girl! I believe that it is the Lord helping you. Keep praying and beliveing because God loves you!
Thanks Sweetie
XOX
Anna

Annna Bella | Jan 07, 2010


Since god doesn’t exist, I would have to go with coincidence.
gutbucket | Jan 07, 2010


Maybe. Only believe and it will be so.
sunflowers | Jan 07, 2010


First, I want to say God answers all prayers, sometimes just with "no" or "not yet".
It certainly is! God sees everything and puts everything in your life together. He put that together I’m sure so you could just feel His presence and be assured He is always there and that your life is in His hands!
JesusFreak | Jan 07, 2010


As a devout Catholic, I believe in signs. Just because your prayers are not always answered in the way you think, God is always watching! He will help you. Continue praying and going to church, your prayers will be answered! God bless
Alex | Jan 07, 2010


What’s a ‘water saving device’?

One should rarely if ever pray for direct assistance. Pray to understand, and to be given strengh. Trust in the Lord’s judgment. In the Lord’s prayer we recite the phrase ‘Thy will be done’.

Good luck, God bless, byebye.
em10 | Jan 07, 2010


Yes. God helped you remove the water saving device from your shower.

Of course, while he was helping you, a couple of kids were starving in Africa. But don’t worry about that. You got what you wanted!
chirs3 | Jan 07, 2010


you removed the thing yourself, you fooled yourself into thinking some deity gave you strength and then you used all your strength to succeed. The one about the man was a simple coincidence.

No deity would be concerned with such petty and mundane tasks as the ones you saw as "miracles", furthermore, no deities exist.
science | Jan 07, 2010


That’s a question only you can answer. It is inappropriate to "test" God, but it is certainly not uncommon to receive "signs" and "confirmations". Don’t make that the essence of your faith or you will be playing with superstitions instead of faith.
John | Jan 07, 2010


are you able to accept difficult situations as part of a greater plan? As an experienced psychic knows that it is possible to exert ones will by energetically focusing his or her thoughts (thoughts and emotions are forms of energy and energy follows thought.) Directed thought is a powerful tool in spiritual and healing work, but always remember to use it responsibly. When you send out thought energy, you must know and mean precisely what you’re implementing.
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January 1, 2010

Fox and the Hound 2, The

Fox and the Hound 2, The
Fox and the Hound 2, The (2006)

IMDB rating: 5.30

Plot: This family animation movie tells about the difficulties of foxes’ and hounds’ lives

i find Fox and the Hound 2, The DivX version and download

Directors: Kammerud Jim

Actors: Bennett Jeff,Bobo Jonah,Cummings Jim,Fahn Harrison,Foxworthy Jeff,Paulsen Rob,Swayze Patrick,Animation,Family,

Tell me about your dogs?
I know it sounds crazy, but I have 30 dogs. No, I’m not kidding, and no, I’m not a hoarder. I live on a very large three generation working ranch. Please, no bad comments. We have a 300 acre ranch and need these dogs. Most are strictly working dogs.

I have a Bulldog named Chowder, who is 5 years old. He is strictly an indoor companion, but has proved his worth by breaking up more than a few fights between our holstein bulls.

Then, there is Geekie. He is a 12 year old Wire Fox Terrier. Back when we had a problem with foxes getting our chickens he was used to hunt and kill them. He is now an indoor companion.

Next is Scrumptious, an 11 year old Portuguese Podengo Pequeno. We use him to flush birds when hunting and he keeps rats out of the barnyard.

I also have a 4 year old German Wirehaired Pointer named Missy. She is our best bird retriever!

Oberon is a 6 year old Grand Basset Griffon Vendeen. He is our best rabbit hunter.

Intrepid is a 3 year old Giant Schnauzer. He is our cattle drover.

Caesar is a 1 year old Argentine Dogo pup. We bought him not long ago because we were having a problem with some large predator taking our livestock. We think it might be a puma or coyote, but aren’t sure. They definately stay away from him!

Kosmic is a 2 year old Basset Hound. Not the world’s best rabbit hunter, but loves the chase!

Dodger is a 10 year old Stabyhoun. He is our resident mole/gopher eradicator.

Charlie is a 3 year old American Eskimo Dog. He is my baby who sleeps with me every single night!

Cassius is one of our newer additions. He is a 1 year old Spinone Italiano. Cassius is another one of our retrievers.

Cricket is a 9 year old Thai Ridgeback. She is a retired breeding and we adopted her recently just as an exotic looking companion.

Harley is a 10 year old Pharaoh Hound. He is another rabbit hunter, very good, but getting a bit slow.

Cristyl is a 2 year old Berger Picard. Strictly a sheep herder.

Bruno is a 1 year old Dandie Dinmont Terrier. He is used alongside Scrumptious to kill any rats, mats, or other rodents that try to get into our grain.

Quasimodo is a 9 year old Coton de Tulear. Just another house pet!

Giggles is a 7 year old Great Pyrenees. 100% a sheep guardian.

Singer is a 9 year old Skye Terrier. Used to eradicate a fox once in a blue moon. We rarely have a problem with that, but have to keep our chickens safe.

Mu Shu is a Russell Terrier, about 4 years old. He is another ratter, but mainly works well out in the field and pastures.

Derby is a 9 year old Border Terrier, works in the western fields/yard killing rats.

Otto is a 3 year old Whippet. I bought him as a companion, but he also participates in recreational racing, just for fun, alongside other pet Whippets and Greyhounds

Tova is almost a year old Estrela Mountain Dog. She lives out with Giggles in training to be a flock guard so we can expand our wool business.

Chew-Chew is our retired Anatolian Shepherd Dog, around 9 years old. He use to guard our flock, but was badly wounded by some sort of large predator. We don’t know what, but it was very big to take down a 150 lb dog!

Ferdinand is a 10 year old Plott Hound. He helps find and take bear during hunting season.

Abby is a 5 year old Neapolitan Mastiff. She is a guard dog and has wrangled a few coyotes in her time. She is well over 100 lbs, lives and sleeps on our porch, but great protection.

Gopher is a 10 year old Cocker Spaniel. He use to hunt, but has been retired since.

Crawdad is our 6 year old Alaskan Malamute. Just a fun dog to have around, rescued from a kill shelter, pulls sleds for my younger brother and sister in the winter!

Gunther a Tosa or Mastiff Mix. We found him as a stray, about 7 years old. Great guard dog. Lives on the other side of our ranch and will kill any animal that comes near him. Loves his family though, but not strangers!

Tricky is a 10 year old Harrier. Use to hunt rabbit in his younger days.

Buginarug is a 12 year old Boxer. He is a guard dog for the east side of our ranch, but also helps out with the bulls when we have to move any for breeding.

I think I’ve named them all….Please tell me about your dogs!
awww thank you for helping a dog in need!
i appreciate that i haven’t gotten any rude answers :D
fufufu – your dogs sound wonderful! papillons are so cute. i love their funny little ears!
yes, 30 dogs i a lot, but almost all are working dogs. i help a lot with the feeding, grooming, health care, etc. of all the dogs and other animals. my older sister, younger brother and sister, mother, father, grandfather, grandmother, aunt, and two of my uncles live on the ranch with us. It’s an organic family farm that’s been running for about 75 years (that’s what my grandfather says). My father and grandfather run it mostly, but it is huge and they enjoy using dogs to take care of the animals, to hunt, guard, and keep pesky wild animals away. Myf grandfather says they are cheaper than paid employees and better family members! hahaha

We have no limit on the amount of dogs we can have, since we are WAY out in the country. It’s a lot of work, but it’s also worth it. I grew up with tons of animals. lol


Wow… that’s quite the canine family you have there! I love reading about other peoples’ dogs… and sharing my own!

Nick- 4 year old Gordon Setter (My avitar dog) and the love of my life. He has 9 points torard his AKC championship and 2 qualifying legs toward his Junior Hunter title. He is a silly, sweet, goofy boy that loves to give hugs and he is singly devoted to me.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v20/Pa pSett/My%20Babies/121212-R1-008-2A_3_008 .jpg

Kharma- 5 year old female Gordon Setter, spayed. Kharma has completed her Junior Hunter title and we are working on obedience. She is more active than Nick, and SUPER intelligent. She loves learning silly tricks and making people laugh.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v20/Pa pSett/My%20Babies/LabelSheet1.png

Cricket- 7 year old spayed tri-color Papillon. Cricket’s nickname has been Butterbean since I got her; even as a puppy, she looked like a baseball with legs! Sheis a very smart little dog, but she is a Diva. She doesn’t see the reason to have 3 other dogs in the house… after all, I have HER… isn’t that enough??

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v20/Pa pSett/My%20Babies/TheKids198.jpg

Bunny-the baby of the family. She is a 4 and a hald month old sable Papillon. Super, super intelligent, Bunny is the happiest little dog I have ever known! She keeps a smile in my face all the time.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v20/Pa pSett/My%20Babies/R1-17.jpg

BYBs Care For Money Not Dogs | Jul 16, 2009


30 dogs that’s a lot
i have a shih tzu named jasper we rescued him from being put down he has 1 eye no tail and was badly mistreated at some point before we got him,

he is my life he is part of my family i know he went through hell before we got him as he was so aggressive and he is now the most lovable play ful little dog you could know .
we know that with only 1 eye we may not have a lot of time with him as he has a little bit of limited sight so we have been told but i will always love him!

December 11, 2009

Big Bad Swim, The

Big Bad Swim, The
Big Bad Swim, The (2006)

IMDB rating: 6.70

Plot: An adult swim class sets the stage for this sexually charged comedy-drama about love, loss, and second chances. Three strangers-inextricably connected through personal heartbreak-find themselves entering deep water as they learn that life isn’t always about diving right in-it’s about getting your feet wet once in awhile.

Directors:

Actors: Branson Jeff,Ullman Ricky,Aleksander Grant,Fagan Alexander,Gosselin Paul T.,Hayes Tim,Larkin Christopher,Mosley Michael,Servitto Matt,Setton Avi,Susman Todd,Willis Richard Sheridan,Winters Scott,Young Kevin Porter,Comedy,

how to get bad sexual urges out of my head !?
ok so i am 16 now,

i bit about myself, doing A-levels play football nice group of friends.

when i was about 8 years old i was curious and after alot of thinking wanted just to try on something of my older sisters to see what it is like, ( i have now found it curiousty like this is very common at that age and not un-common)

i chose a pair of her tights and a full swimming costume (leotard thing) i supose i chose this as this gave the tight new feeling many boys never feel, with out goign into detail my mum caught me. dident say anything just worked out and never spoke of it.

the whole thing was a mix of so many emotions the being different and fact it is a scret trying not to be caught. and 4 years later when i was hiting puberty i had a cravin for these emotions the rebelies and the un-common feel the tight clothes gave me sent a nice chill through my body, so 11 years old i tried again un-caught it was addictive the sneaking around trying not to be caught being a REBEL ! at this time "puberty" i had just started masterbation and fantasies of wanting to be caught and punished in these clothes to give me these thrill of emotions kicked in it wasent long untill i was regualry masterbating while crossdressed to get these emotions like a drug. when i hit 15 i realised jsut how well bad this is, no offence to crossdressers or anything but it wasent for me i had justt started dating and going out, and was not intrested in anything gay or crossdressing i just desired the sexual thrill of the clothes,
( at 15 i had moved onto panties with stockings and a small going out slip over dress with little loops to put your arm through and short and frilled a bit at bottom. my sister about 20 at the time).

so after thinking about all this at 15 i decided to stop it was hard but i diciplined myself well. i still find now 16 i can only masterbate while thinking of sexy clothes and the feel how soft and skin tight they are, i feel that my friends are masterbating over the models and me the clothes they are wearing.

i got myself into a big mess with this, does anybody understand felt the same or other some advice ?


Here’s the deal:

What you are describing is typical behavior of a person with a fetish. There is nothing wrong with this, it is perfectly normal. You relate this to homosexuality, which it has nothing to do with (wearing these items does not make you gay, straight, bi, anything, it is completely and utterly separate).

You mention discipline and stopping: be wary of this as there is a dangerous cycle called a "binge-purge" cycle. This means that you engage in the behavior and enjoy it, and then when you are finished you feel guilty about it and get rid of the paraphernalia (in your case women’s clothing).

Once you have a fetish it is difficult if not near impossible to make it go away. Many people have them and they can be utterly inane to seemingly bizarre. Your fetish is a very, very common one. From what I understand, the best thing to do is to accept it and stop worrying about it. Enjoy the rush it gives you and find a partner that either enjoys helping you with your fetish or is at least aware of it and can be supportive. Keeping it as a deep dark secret will only cause you more pain and guilt. This does not mean you have to tell everyone or even talk about it, but accept yourself.

I have done a lot of research on the topic of fetishes so if you have any specific questions or want to know more feel free to send me a message.

Best of luck,

jackpock | Nov 18, 2009

December 9, 2009

Apocalypto

Apocalypto
Apocalypto (2006)

IMDB rating: 7.90

Plot: Set in the Mayan civilization, when a man’s idyllic presence is brutally disrupted by a violent invading force, he is taken on a perilous journey to a world ruled by fear and oppression where a harrowing end awaits him. Through a twist of fate and spurred by the power of his love for his woman and his family he will make a desperate break to return home and to ultimately save his way of life.

i buy here Also interesting:
and download Bad Lieutenant: Port of Call New Orleans

Directors: Gibson Mel

Actors: Youngblood Rudy,Brewer Jonathan,Birdyellowhead Morris,Baez Carlos Emilio,Ramirez Amilcar,Contreras Israel,Rios Israel,Acosta Cache Espiridion,Action,Adventure,Drama,

DO U BELIEVE IN 2012 & WHAT'S GOING 2 HAPPEN? I READ THIS SOMEWHERE AND IT MADE ME THINK. I 'WASN'T' A BELIEVE?
Apocalypse! The Mayan Calendar And 2012

There is a distinct system of calendars and almanacs called the Mayan Calendar that projects a rebirth of the Earth’s cycles on December 21, 2012. It will, according to these chartings, be apocalyptic, yet not the true "end" of the world.

In pre-Columbian Mesopotamia, one of the oldest known civilizations to man, these records were produced. They are all interlocked and synchronized in such an efficient manner that they have stood the tests of time. Now, if they are correct, the Earth will undergo many devastating changes that will totally reset the balance of all life in 2012.

The writing system utilized to record these calendars and almanacs dates back into the 6th century BCE. It was Mel Gibson’s major theatrical release Apocalypto which has drawn mainstream attention to Mayan civilization recently. Since its release, there have been several major book releases that cover all aspects of the Mayans, especially the foreboding 2012 deadline for dominant life forms.

Of course, there have been numerous other impending world-ending or transforming scenarios suggested to the human race throughout time besides 2012. They include the various predictions of the notorious Nostradamus, Y2K and several others. In essence, it seems that these are take-offs of distorted mass consciousness, based on unjustifiable, non-scientific proclamations that simply never seem to pan out.

You see, the Mayans did not follow the modernly-accepted Gregorian calendar. They couldn’t; it didn’t exist. Instead, they lived their lives based on a combination of information presented by three separate calendars:
- A solar calendar based on a 365-day year;
- A ceremonial calendar based on a 260-day year;
- and a "long-count" calendar that based all time frames on a series of five numbers that always individually totaled less than 20.

The 365-day and 260-day calendars coincided every 52 years. If that isn’t insensible enough, the second to last number of the long count calendar was always less than 18. The first number on the long calendar was: 0.0.0.0.0. That number corresponded to August 11, 3114 BC (as close as can be determined). Every 144,000 days was called "baktun". 144,000 days is roughly 395 years. Like the Y2K hypothesis that predicted unruly chaos when the Gregorian calendar rolled over from 12/31/1999 to 01/01/2000, the Mayan calendar predicts chaotic devastation when it rolls over from 12.19.19.17.19 to a new 0.0.0.0.0.

Here is what is supposed to happen then:

- Asteroid 433 Eros will come within 17 million miles of the Earth in January;
- In April, the US will grant renewed control of the Korean military back to Koreans;
- An annular solar eclipse will transpire in May;
- The Summer Olympics will be held in London;
- The population of our beloved Earth will top 7 billion;
- The new Freedom Towers in NYC will be completed;
- November will bring a new US president;
- A new 11-year sunspot cycle will begin, flipping the Sun’s magnetic poles;
- and the Mayan calendar will officially complete its pre-designated 5125-year lifespan and the end of days will be upon us.

What will follow is said to be an apocalyptic world where everything will be chaotic until natural forces restore the balances of life – if ever. That is the basis of the 2012 predictions of the Mayan calendar. Make of it as you will. Be prepared to live to the fullest of your potential in any case!…..

So, now what do you think?
I can honestly tell everyone that I wasn’t scared one bit about the day of 2000, but people were buying out the stores storing up for a fall but as I had known, nothing happened. But I think we better take some precautions this time.
THE WORLD IS NOT GOING TO END, THERE IS JUST GOING TO BE EVENTS THAT WILL ‘RESHAPE’, [IF YOU WILL], OUR PLANET. AFTER ALL, WE HAVEN’T TAKEN CARE OF OUR PLANET SO THE PLANET, IF YOU WILL,HAS TO RESTORE ITSELF CAUSE OF WHAT WE HAVE DONE TO IT. THE EARTH IS AYING, ‘SINCE YOU DIDNT KNOW HOW TO TREAT ME, I HAVE TO COME OUT AND CLEAN IT UP MYSELF AND ITS NOT GONNA BE NICE CAUSE IM PI**ED, I GAVE YOU SOMETHING TO TAKE CARE OF AND LOOK WHAT YOU’VE DONE…I SHOULDN’T HAVE TO FIX WHAT I GAVE ‘YOU’ TO TAKE CARE OF.


Posting questions this long is kind of irritating, so I’ve gone ahead and condensed it for you:

"The Mayan calendar something something, therefore the earth something something asteroid president sunspot KABOOM! Everyone dies."

See? That’s the same content in a lot less space. Anyhow, this whole 2012 thing is a craptastic load of crapular crap, despite having been pulled directly out of some very reputable behinds or whatever.

| Oct 23, 2009


Jezzezchrissakes, I wanna die rather than read something this long. Never mind 2012!
subprimelendor | Oct 23, 2009


Okay i am going to be a straight shooter with this one…I was a little paranoid as well after watching documentaries and commercials for the ridiculous picture that’s just going to be about destructions the evidence is stacked up against the world….AS WE KNOW IT. So, I don’t believe its the "end of the world" literally, but definatly the end of the world as we know it today.Things will be changing it will be a new age, but humans and the earth won’t become extinct.Things as they currently are going have been insinuating this change would come for awhile.Such as climate and stuff…its kinda depressing that the world will be changing in a way thats unfamiliar, but don’t worry about being extinct, the earth has a ways more to go.
Gamber | Oct 23, 2009


I think Its going to be the beginning of sorrows and the revelation of the last anti-christ (tyrants like Hitler.) Please be careful, turn to Jesus Christ because the time is short. Hell is real and anyone not found in the book of life with be thrown to the everlasting lake of fire. This is going to end up like the kid who cried wolf. Surely many have said "The end, the end, the end is near!" Sure it is, but some of those were proven false. In Matt 24, JESUS gave us the Parable of The Fig Tree, that represents The Restoration of Israel which happened, 14 MAY 1948? AD. JESUS said, The "Generation" that sees all of these things will see The Second Coming. A Biblical Generation is 40 years. Yet if we take the year 1948 and add 70 years (modern generation) we get the year 2018. If you subtract 7 years (Which is Gods completion number) and the last 7 years of tribulation spoken in the Holy bible you get 2011. Which is pretty darn close! Maybe someone is hyping 2012 so we can get lost. Heed 2011 at 11:11AM before 2012. Natural calamities are spoken in the bible, some VERY DIRE as you seen in movies even worse.
grfisgd | Oct 23, 2009


Nope.

I have seen too many predicted doomsdays come and go. And no fireworks.

If the world ends on that day, what are we going to do about it?
dart | Oct 23, 2009


In the bible god said we won’t know when the world ends. It makes me wonder what will be after us? Zombies, maybe?
Harley Quinn | Oct 23, 2009


Your on the right track. Come 2012, all of the nonbelievers will die, and my children and I can come out in the world to be accepted for what we are, immortals. I am sick of hiding from this society and cannot wait. Better start believing.
vampires | Oct 23, 2009


no one knows pple say that it will start of with a earth quake even people are rying to pretict what will happen
ILoveAnimeAndTwilight1 | Oct 23, 2009


i am also going paraniod about this , im not ganna lie , im only 15 , nd thinkinq about death , like wth . if 2012 was the day the world did come to an end , we only have four more years to live … its very unfair .
Marisa | Oct 23, 2009

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